In my head i keep thinking am i ready to be a dentist? How can i treat patient with empty brain. Sometime i feel i cannot breath . My brain keep spinning thinking what shoud i do ..i barely could sleep. Actually what makes me realise that i have been left behind when i sit besides someone that her head full of treasure. From that moment i fell ashame of myself. I do not know what i have been doing for the last 3 years. I am not sure whether leaving UM to come here is the right choice or what. A lot things have happened this past 3 years that absolutely changing me into not so me anymore. Yes i am 100 percent changing. I barely now myself anymore............please god send me your guidance. I feel so hopless right now..
Monday, March 19, 2012
On 19 march 2012 i am officially starting my pandas=preclinic. Means in a couple of days i will enter the moment i have been waiting so long which is clinical years. Before that i have to get through OSCE which required me to master all materials that i have learnt this 3 and half years.Sincerely i am not kind of study person. i kind of last minute study as i love procastinate my work. When the time comes i will all out. The problems is this is not helping it is because as we all know hard work pays. Success did not come to us without enough effort.