middle age crisis

i may screwed up once. not gonna let it happend twice .its just not me long time ago. wish i could turn the time backwards or standstill the time. Or mybe i could crop the time that needed to be fixed.it may sound not real.nut or wats.but yes, i do think about dat lately.people do change.they need to be changed as they getting older. seems im getting older( 21 years old dis year).Nah,im old already to make all dat crap decision.but looks like people still questioned my judgement, could i??yup , mybe through their naked eyes i may look childish or kinda of sempoi2 gurl.but believe me i barely could be matured more than they thought when its deal with my dam whole life.im not gonna do all dat silly things dat may effect my precious life huh trust me!!.i believe our deeds follow us, and what we have been makes us what we are.i jus need my alone time from all that headache world out there.sleep whole day.fuh its sound impossible.but i m gonna try it one day.hahaha.
im gonna stop my 'Curahat' rite now before its going too far.btw along with d new years already past few days,,,hope its not to late to wish all of u HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!

NEW YEARS!
NEW RESOLUTION!
NEW HOPE!

1. enjoy my 2 weeks holiday..fuh..poket pun kering gak..
2. hoping this month run smoothly all the exam needed to be passed.(inshallah)
   
3. i got flu n need to bring my sapu tangan pink yg besar tu everywhre.plez people dont hate me.hihihih.
4. im in the middle of embryology chapter,really touched my heart how amazing Allah's creation.
5. In Allah i have faith
   

"Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia dari suatu saripati (berasal) dari tanah, kemudian Kami jadikan saripati itu air mani (yang disimpan) dalam tempat yang kokoh (rahim) Kemudian air mani itu Kami jadikan segumpal darah ,lalu segumpal darah itu Kami jadikan segumpal daging . dan segumpal daging itu Kami jadikan tulang- belulang. Lalu tulang-belulang itu Kami bugkus dengan daging.Kemudian kami jadikan dia makhluk yang (berbentuk) lain. Maka Maha suci Allah, Pencipta yang paling baik".

surah al mu'minun ayat 12-14

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hari nie saya ada adek exam spm...dia yang nak exam, rasenye saya yang berdebar dari semalam....sian dia~~mesti penat belajar...hehhe...umm even die niah dah beso panjang(beso dari saya) i still think dat he is my cuty little bro yg always depends kat everyone kalu nak wat pape~~(manja la senang kate)...saya nieh yang manja pun tak semanja die nie----->cuman die nie jaat skit(eh bukan2 jaat manyak meh!!)..i wish die dapat menjawap soklan exam dengan tenang dan berjaya nye espacially paper BM(bahasa malaysia) yg tengok gaye cam die x bape suke ngan subject nieh~~ur sis kat sini always pray 4 ur success....cewah~tak lupe jugak pada junior2 smssi wish u guys all d best(remember, hard work pays!!!)<--------motto smssi~~~

gambo hiasan~~

p/s:sy suke makan sugus

say cheez!!!

welcome to this world baby umairah...

My heart touched...

Hari nei hari ke3 saye pulang ke malaysia bumi terchinta nieh..tapi rase cam dah 3 bulan dok kat rumah ...cam tak tau nak wat pew..than i just realised i'm bored... cam biase la my routine membuang mase d hadapan komputer 3 hari ni cek email usahr fs,fb n ym..tapi cam bosan gak...than mase ngah ym dengan one of my old fren tergerak la hati ni mintak link ke blog die n from his blog adelah link2 ke blog sahabat2 lain.. saje je nak ushar2 new things happen kat diorang ..mase tengok blog2 diorang...my heart suddenly touched..my head kept thinking even diorang busy study still got time to write sumthing..i meant a post...sharing their experiance...their upside down ..ideas bout life...oh my god i already left 2 feet behind....i think i have to do sumthing, alang-alang got so much time to kill y not try sumting new..hehhe... sebenarnye da lame terwujudnye blog nieh...cume sejak dulu lagi belum dberi kekuatan oleh-Nya untuk dipublickan...today i decide to make move..be more active..hehee ...cam nak decide nak wat ape je kan..hope bukan hangat2 tahi ayam semangat saye nieh... aim higher think bigger...motto smssi ....semuge saya dapat sharing sumting yg bermanfaat untuk sahabat2 semua ye(insyallah)..till then..update later~