Feeling to write

 It is been awhile i did not post any expression about my life.  Everyday when i woke up i felt something is inside  missing  and not right i need to change the way i feel or else i might turn my self to crazy women. Today when i try to search an excitement from the news feed  facebook, my eyes catch some an inspirational quote from the page that i like before. Here is the quote


maybe not now,
but someday

mybe not that way,
but some way

mybe not her,
not him
not that one
but someone

keep walking,
keep feeling,
keep learning,
keep believing,

that someday,
will finally
be your day,,,,

In the name of Allah...

chek..chek..sound system. Today i will start my first day as a dentist. Moment i hv been waiting seen i got accepted in University Trisakti. After going through rough theory year and heart broken OSCE month Alhamdulillah i made it. After all these years i just realised that succes does not come easily. Its remind me old days. My teachers always said hard  work pays. I  will try my very best to be a great dentist.. till then need to get ready for my shift soon 2pm-7pm....

                                           something to think about

way to go..

On 19 march 2012 i am officially starting my pandas=preclinic. Means in a couple of days i will enter the moment i have been waiting so long which is clinical years. Before that i have to get through OSCE which required me to master all materials that i have learnt this 3 and half years.Sincerely i am not kind of study person. i kind of last minute study as i love procastinate my work. When the time comes i will all out. The problems is this is not helping it is because as we all know hard work pays. Success did not come to us without enough effort.

In my head i keep thinking am i ready to be a dentist? How can i treat patient with empty brain. Sometime i feel i cannot breath . My brain keep spinning thinking what shoud i do ..i barely could sleep. Actually what makes me realise that i have been left behind when i sit besides someone that her head full of treasure. From that moment i fell ashame of myself. I do not know what i have been doing for the last 3 years. I am not sure whether leaving UM to come here is the right choice or what. A lot things have happened this past 3 years that absolutely changing me into not so me anymore. Yes i am 100 percent changing. I barely now myself anymore............please god send me your guidance. I feel so hopless right now..

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retainers

Yesterday i went for my appointment. last week i already remove my braces after almost 2 years having a things stuck on my teeth.Actually the treatment do not stop there. its continue with i have to wear one more dental invention called retainers.

its take 1 week to make the retainers after i had my impression last week.Today 's post i would like to share with you guys more about retainer.

What is retainers ?

A retainer is an orthodontics appliance(usually removable) that is supposed to be worn after your orthodontist removes your braces.

Why we have to wear retainers?

When braces are removed, the teeth have a tendency to want to return back to their original positions. Retainers prevent this from happening.

What is retainers made of?

most retainer are made of wire and hard plastic and fit in the rooth of your mouth.A lower retainer can be removable or permanently cemented to the lower teeth so that it does not not come out

How long we have to wear this?

During the first several months retainers usually worn full time.make sure remover it during eating time!!aftet that your orthodontist will decide how often they shoud be worn.In my case i have to wear for 2 years.

How to take care of your retainer?

When you brush your teeth , brush your retainers also.rinse with cool water.

How much does a retainer cost?

you shoud ask your orthodontist because the price is defferent depend on your orthodontist.In my case it cost me around rm300

p/s:i have seen a lot otho patient teeth return back to their original place.i highly recommend you guys to wear your retainers routinely as advised!

Re-opening

I would like to announce to all members of the board that i am re-opening my blog .with new visions and stories which is more and more educational(I hope so) instead of crappy 'curahat' like last time.This will tell the audience more or less about OUR TOOTH.

Warning!:this blog will talk all day long about teeth to tooth until you will feel boring to death.so do not blame me cause i already warning you guys at first place.

Actually i have couple of visions on how i would led this blog for the time being:

vision 1:i will try as much as i can posting more and more useful articles about dental health problems and the new invention in dental world!

vision 2:If you have any questions about teeth or any doubt about dental problems just drop your comments or you can also pm straight to my email.shashe_89@yahoo.com or shashe89@gmail.com.Insyallah i will try to answer base on what i learn and i will of course refers to a reliable sources.

vision3:i will try to reduce talking crappy etc. and if i do. please do not be ashamed sound directly on my face..hahhaha..boring~~~you know i will do..hey this is my blog la..

OPG!!!

ya,,kamu!!

how can i live
without
knowing
you...

nescafe



so do you....

another one year less!!

Now im officially 21 years old(tue sudah),,

Apa yang aku rase???

1.Puji syukur kepada tuhan penciptaku yang masih membenarkan aku bisa menghirup udara hingga saat ini.

2.cepat nye masa berlalu tak perasan pun aku dah tak pakai baju putih dengan kain warna biru gelap dan muda(baju uniform sekolah rendah dan menengah).

3.Terpikey nikmat yg melimpah-ruah yg tuhan berikan selama 21 tahun ini.tapi aku masih tetap macam biasa mase mintak sesuatu janji macam2,bila dah dapat hanya tuhan yang tahu,aku seorang manusia yang pelupe dengan nikmat-Nya.

4.Rasa macam macam tak percaya aku dah boley mengundi.Dulu mase kecik-kecik mase musim mengundi aku selalu kire time umur aku 21 tahun (which mean dis year) jatuh musim mengundi tak.tapi aku dah tahu lame dah memang tak pun.tapi aku tetap kire.

5.Rasa macam sedey je tak makan lagi kek saat mengetik post nie.

6.Tak sabar nak tunggu 15 april.so umur "kita" sama dah lepas 2.i will try to be more2 understanding.(even sometimes i am not)because i do not know what on earth r u thinking or get through rite now.i'll wait for u .the rest i'll let the one up there doing their job as He is the best planner.

7.sehari selepas besday aku ,lepas tu exam.mase tengah jawap exam yang susah tu (mybe rase susah sbb usha yg kurang) phone ak bebunyi kuat memecah kesunyian.pastu biase la kene sound ngan Dosen(lacturer).time ak lupe silent la phone ni nak bunyik.haihh~~~

8)hari ni aku aku buat cuti sendiri.

9)Rasa nak cakap terima kasih kat semua orang....yg sentiasa menceriakan atau tidak menceriakan hidup aku sepanjang 21 tahun ni..but its all parts of my journey thats makes me who am i right now.TERIMA KASIH SEMUA !!!!

10)nak kongsi something nie,,notes yg di tulis di atas sehelai tissue yg disisipkan besame ngan besday present dari teman seperjuang,yg menyebbkan aku sayu saat membacenye..Thank you lala for both of it!!



To my beloved friend ,syakina(i got H hehhe,,but nvm)

salam sayang,
segala puji bagi allah,
pemilik segala cinta...
semoga aku dapat mencintai mu kerana ya malik,
semoga aku mencintaimu kerna kamu mencintai Ya Rahman,
semoga aku mencintaimu kerna Ya Rabb mencintai mu...
semoga ikatan hati kita kerna cinta pd-Nya...

im so amaze!!

i hve no regret joining this!!!

molar ring

lately sy agak gemar mengunyah gula-gula.actually mybe sbb stok sugus bawak banyak dari malaysia..heheh..semalam sedang sy asyik mengunyah sugus perisa strawbery sambil pakai kasut nak gi kelas..(gula2 yg ke 8 utuk pagi tu)..out of nowhere,,sy punya molar ring tetanggal.agak musykil jugak selama ni makan ayam or daging yg keras cam batu pun tak penah tetanggal pun.dah la pagi tuh nak pegi kelas.terasa tak sedap jugak dalm hati takkan sbb MOLAR RING tak pegi kelas(ceh ayat dak skema).dengan pantas sy terus buang sugus yg tak sempat abis.terus gi depan cermin.nak betulkan tak reti.tapi sy cube menolak2 masuk semula molar ring ke celah2 gigi molar sy ala2 Dr gigi selalu buat dengan menggunakan jari.kak paz menggunakn lampu suluh imut die menyuluh gigi sy supaya lebih kelihatan.
akhirnya molar ring berjaya dimasukkan semula.tapi masalah nye adakah sy bisa makan sugus lagi??jawapanye tidak,,sbb dah test makan sugus hari ni..n dat molar ring tercabut semule.actually nak elak pergi control gigi sebenarnyet sbb malas nak tunggu lame2 n kelas full for this week.so terpakse postpone sampai jumaat kot baru pegi control gigi.


Apakah molar Ring??

name saintifik molar ring ialah band and buccal tube yang biasanye diletakkan dekat gigi molar(geraham) kite supaya dapat menarik gigi2 lain dalam perawatan orthodontik(braces).in this case my upper left 1st molar yg tercabut sbb sy suke makan sweets gune gigi belah kiri.heheh
sy panggil molar ring sbb dentist yg merawat sya keep cakap dat things namanye molar ring(org indonesia je panggil molar ring kowt) term yg digune kan seluruh dunia actually adelah band and buccal tube ya teman-teman!!!

the path..

just finished modul 4.08 yg amat banyak yg nak dihafal
A.k.A (farmaco).i wonderd cane la dak2 farmasi boleh
hafal banyak2 name2 ubat yg sebut pun susah
lagi la nak hafal(in 2 weeks i dont think so!!!)
i tot if they gave us more time which mean by
alongated period of this modul(about 1 month..kikiki) ,the posiblity we could do better
9/10 i guess .hehehehh

speakin of angel side,modul ni actually boleh refleks semula kat diri kita
if that medication got long acting it will turn out to be most effective to our
body as it would work for along period to relief our pain!!

its same goes to our life we need time to be better person.as i choose
this path, i need time..
i knew people surrounding me hve been very2 supporting..
im gonna get through this with my own way
slow..., but yet giving something to make
this world better place.



rome was not built in one day~

middle age crisis

i may screwed up once. not gonna let it happend twice .its just not me long time ago. wish i could turn the time backwards or standstill the time. Or mybe i could crop the time that needed to be fixed.it may sound not real.nut or wats.but yes, i do think about dat lately.people do change.they need to be changed as they getting older. seems im getting older( 21 years old dis year).Nah,im old already to make all dat crap decision.but looks like people still questioned my judgement, could i??yup , mybe through their naked eyes i may look childish or kinda of sempoi2 gurl.but believe me i barely could be matured more than they thought when its deal with my dam whole life.im not gonna do all dat silly things dat may effect my precious life huh trust me!!.i believe our deeds follow us, and what we have been makes us what we are.i jus need my alone time from all that headache world out there.sleep whole day.fuh its sound impossible.but i m gonna try it one day.hahaha.
im gonna stop my 'Curahat' rite now before its going too far.btw along with d new years already past few days,,,hope its not to late to wish all of u HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!

NEW YEARS!
NEW RESOLUTION!
NEW HOPE!

1. enjoy my 2 weeks holiday..fuh..poket pun kering gak..
2. hoping this month run smoothly all the exam needed to be passed.(inshallah)
   
3. i got flu n need to bring my sapu tangan pink yg besar tu everywhre.plez people dont hate me.hihihih.
4. im in the middle of embryology chapter,really touched my heart how amazing Allah's creation.
5. In Allah i have faith
   

"Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan manusia dari suatu saripati (berasal) dari tanah, kemudian Kami jadikan saripati itu air mani (yang disimpan) dalam tempat yang kokoh (rahim) Kemudian air mani itu Kami jadikan segumpal darah ,lalu segumpal darah itu Kami jadikan segumpal daging . dan segumpal daging itu Kami jadikan tulang- belulang. Lalu tulang-belulang itu Kami bugkus dengan daging.Kemudian kami jadikan dia makhluk yang (berbentuk) lain. Maka Maha suci Allah, Pencipta yang paling baik".

surah al mu'minun ayat 12-14

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menu sehat hari ini~~~

menu : meggi sok sedap....

sejak dok sini meggi sering menjadi makanan ruji kami...
so, untuk meneutralkan semula bahan2 additive kat meggi tu, kami sering memodifikasi sedikit2 demi sedikit tiap2 kali hidangan meggi supaya kelihatan lebih bernutrisi....
ok...tanpa membuang masa, tuan/puan bisa menyiapkan pen n kertas untuk menyalin resepi hari ini...

Bahan-bahan:meggi(pape brand pun leh),salad,tomato( ikut suke korang la nak gune sayur pape),hotdog(ley ganti ngan telur gak).

prosedur:

1.meggi tu cam biase la rebus ngan air panas n tos air tu(sbb nak wat meggi gorang bukan kuah)
2.than, gaul meggi yang siap direbus tadi ngan perencah meggi tu(kalu bole gune separuh je perencah tu k...)
3.Dalam mase yang same letak sekali hot dog dalam air panas tadik...(kalu bole hot dog tu rebus je tak ya susah2 gorang, bazir minyak je n remember!!! too much oilly food is not good 4 our health)
4.siap2 potong salad n tomato tu..n letak syur n hotdog tadi kat meggi yang siap di gaul...
5.da siap untuk dimakan...skejap kan x sampai 10 minit pun..
6.kalu bole minum air masak je k...
7.selamat mencuba!!!...(^_^)

p/s:penulisan agak bercampur rojak dengan bahasa ibunda dan ayahanda~~~

entry untuk adek~~

hari nie saya ada adek exam spm...dia yang nak exam, rasenye saya yang berdebar dari semalam....sian dia~~mesti penat belajar...hehhe...umm even die niah dah beso panjang(beso dari saya) i still think dat he is my cuty little bro yg always depends kat everyone kalu nak wat pape~~(manja la senang kate)...saya nieh yang manja pun tak semanja die nie----->cuman die nie jaat skit(eh bukan2 jaat manyak meh!!)..i wish die dapat menjawap soklan exam dengan tenang dan berjaya nye espacially paper BM(bahasa malaysia) yg tengok gaye cam die x bape suke ngan subject nieh~~ur sis kat sini always pray 4 ur success....cewah~tak lupe jugak pada junior2 smssi wish u guys all d best(remember, hard work pays!!!)<--------motto smssi~~~

gambo hiasan~~

p/s:sy suke makan sugus

exam lagi dan lagi dan lagi...

Tanggal exam:jumaat nieh
Modul:ikgmp(ilmu kedokteran gigi masyarakat n p i dunno stand 4 wats)


Tahap besedia:baru study 1 muke surat daripada 5 copy notes yg tebal2 yg perlu dibace..

Target tuk modul nieh: harap2 LULUS..hihi( bukan nak A)----->sebabnya history modul ni sem lepas x bape membanggekan..so cam x de mood nak study modul nieh...

Kesan jangka pendek:study last minute mmg x bawak pape kebaikan~~(renung2kan)

Kesan jangka panjang:lum pikey agi~~~

Harapan:mengharap mood study datang~~~(rase nak tido je 24 jam)

p/s:sy seorang hamba yang sangat2 tidak bersyukur dengan nikmat-Nya..

Sayonara Gloria.....(>_________<)

In the name Of Allah~

Tanggal: 6 november 2009(hari jumaat)
Lokasi: lantai 7N Apt. Gloria~~~
Milik bersama: kina & ajimah...(jiba yg pindah awal 5 bulan)~~~~
Men in Charge: Pak pujo & mas-mas yg baek hati lgi cute2..muhaha(mas gurd N mas icham) & tak lupe gak mas2 pick up yg turut di bayar gaji & turut bekerja keras teman2 lantai 6N(ecah,syu,jan) dan kak umi..muhaha..luv u guy always..
Kejadian: kami pindah rumah setelah hampir setahun tinggal di teratak Gloria yg agak indah ini...


Akhirnye pindah juga kiteorang... setelah sekian lame menunggu....even riak wajah kelihatan gembira n puas pada hari itu, tetapi jauh di sudut hati kami terase sayu mahu meninggalkan tempat yg agak banyak meninggalkan memori indah kami bersama contohnye..masak same2..tengok muve same2... gosipp liar same2....usahar mas2 gurd yg cute same2....tido same2..gelak same2...takut same2...belaja same2..ukir gigi same2...pokoknya banyak la same2..hihihihhi^^~~~

sebelum pindah sy berkesepatan snap2 gambar wat teakhir kalinye sbg kenagan d gloria nieh~~~...silakan scroll ke bwh ya...

pintu bilik sy yg agak misteri....

hasil perkongsian hidup bersame..hahaa..ni la hasilnye~~

barang sape yg banyak aku ke jimah??

kompor yg manyak berjase kepada tuannye

maen masak2 ngan jimaH~~

gambar 3 dimensi....hahha...x la banyak sgat barang kami satu lori je...hik33

Kesimpulan: kalu nak pindah boleh contac mas pick up yang kami gune nieh... harge ley bawak bincang..

p/s: 1. kene ade smagat tolong-menolong dalam idup nih...ape yg penting ..kerjesame~~

2. miss all you guys saat mengetik post ini...hihihi

histo..blackout!!

hari ni jadual dari pagi sampi petang belaja histology oral mucose.most of lecture tayang gambo je pas2 suh teke2 pabenda yg dia tayang.taw la plak sy..hehe..sy agak tak gemar lecture yang suka expect students knows everythng..pas2 kelas tetibe silent mode..sbb tak dapat jawap..pas2 leave us dengan tanda tanya dats means suh carik sendiri jawapan la tu.. memang la aim diorang nak melahirkan students centerd learning but tak leh la leave banyak sangat kot.(blurr la beb)..pas2 sy mula la lost in d jungle(cam tak biase je)..then tangan pun da start scatch bende2 laen ...tapi bile tengok sebelah ejan yang begitu fokus mendengar lecture n tangannye juga sempat mencubit signal suh fokus..hehe ..sy cam tesedar sikit la dari lamunan n menyambung semula mendengar lecture dengan mode half2 fokus(ok la dari tak denga langsung ) penting juga orang yang duk sebelah kite mase lecture sebenarnye heheh...Actually pasal tu je nak cite..update later k..
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notes yg sempat disalin

p/s:the end~

update..

hope it was not to late to wish all of u selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin(its already day of 23 i guess hik3).. i'm just starting my new sem ..year 2?..just full of hectic schedule..exam almost every week..skill lab even more harder and required me to express my artistic to the superd higher level(its killing me guys)..n plus wit emotionally not going vry well..(asik nk emo je tak memasal)...apology in advance teman2 ..hehehe..btw i'm officially active on fb(almost addict)..so do add me yup..

p/s:and im still waiting... sambil dengar lagu kety perry thinking of u(btw d lyrics so touching la)

exam mode!!

hari jumaat ni saya exam besar(4sks).sahabat doakan ye kejayaan saya.. tq kat teman seangkatan yg sntiasa menghiburkan hati ku yg lara ini.hehe..luv u guys.muahxx
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p/s:im still waiting ~